Hehe, Happy Mothers' Day Mummy Dearest! I know it's Wednesday today and its not Mothers' Day but....I LOVE YOU! So I am here to tell you how great and loving you are. You are like, so naggy at times, no sorry, most of the times, towards me. Let's put that all aside cos it doesn't matter to me. You're the most important thing in my life. You are the best mother in the universe. You are so essential and unique to me, mummy. You always felt the pain I was going thru. You know how I felt. You understand me. You know, that Tiffany Co. necklace you gave me? I brought it everywhere I went. Sometimes it's hard for me to put that on cos its a $800++ necklace so sometimes I don't even dare where that necklace. And I know when both of us get mad at each other, how I wished you were gone forever. I reflected. Everything that I have and achieved now is because of you. Be it studies, religious views, my co-curricular things like, Hockey, Piano etcetc. Who and what I am now is all because of you. I wouldn't be in a prestigious school now without all your help, mum. I have you to thank that for.
When daddy told me about my birth(countlessly), I broke down.. I broke down so badly that sometimes I wished I wasn't born, so you wouldn't have to endure the pain. You nearly died, mum, you nearly did. You were in labour pain mum.. I was too big.. I was 3.8kg as a newborn.. A few minutes after I was born, you were bleeding in pain(in the bottom).. The gynae had to rush you to the ICU because you were shot of blood. You went for an op.. The docs kept putting blood back into you but you bled profusely. But god willed that I was a healthy and cheerful baby. When you were giving birth to me, I didn't cry but smile. Happily smiled. But you were crying in pain. Then when in the ICU, some other patient had a very high fever. And it was really contagious and you got that high fever. So imagine, how much pain you had to go through.. I love you so much mummy..
How can I really thank you mum? When I got my PSLE results, it didn't reach up to EVERYONE's expectations, especially yours' and daddy's. In the morning, dad called home and told you about my horrendous results. You were so mad, disappointed, sad, and mostly hurt. You cried. Daddy cried. My form teachers' cried. I know you & daddy have high expectations for me as I am your only hope. I am the only child. I do understand.
Mummy, this much that I've typed is not enough for me to thank you. There is still a long way to go. I can really really make a book about my life with you. Seriously. I know I disappointed you and daddy the most. But eventually you and dad forgave me. Remember what both of you said? " We always will forgive you for every sin you have. We are willing to die for you. We will take a bullet for you, hunny. " They said that, and isn't that so touching? I really love you both. When I really wanted someone to be there for me, I could always count on you. Mum, the main thing I could always count on you was your understanding, love, tender, and care. You were always there for me all these while, when I needed someone to be here for me, and now I would want to tell you that, I will always be here for you Mummy.. When I get married, I promise my whole life that I would always keep you both beside me. I would never want to throw you guys. I promise I will be a success to everyone especially to you and daddy. And therefore I would like to say, I love you infinity mother. Nothing's gonna change my love for you. It will only grow more mummy. You always kissed me before I would go somewhere else. Even if we were under the same roof, you would always kiss me tho Im turning 13 very soon. You always called me, 'Baby, Sayang, Dear, Pretty precious princess', and more. I love you so much mummy dearest. You are my life and without you, I am nothing.
Happy mothers' day,
xoxo FADHILAH.