Heyloo people!
Currently, i just edited th blogskin.
[cos fadhilah was SO VERY noisy]
so, yeah, and btw, will update th blog soon.
Most probably after th concert sooo,
Continue th tags yeahh?
Looooveeee,
Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiidayahhhh!
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There wasn't anymore reason.
Before you, my life was like a moonless night.
Very dark, but there were stars — points of light and reason. And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything. - Edward Cullen to Bella. |
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Thursday, December 24, 2009, 12:31 AM
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Heyloo people! Currently, i just edited th blogskin. [cos fadhilah was SO VERY noisy] so, yeah, and btw, will update th blog soon. Most probably after th concert sooo, Continue th tags yeahh? Looooveeee, Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiidayahhhh! Monday, December 14, 2009, 1:30 AM
This & That
Sucha geek. -.- Triple chin , HAHA! After movies. Ugly fringe. Chinese face. XD Random ;DD He looks like a girl, eh? XD My beloved cuzzzzzzzzzzie. That lil dude who ALWAYS digs his nose. I'm wacky and nutty? NOOO. I'm a psycho? YESSS. The poem by me, read it and I meant it :-) Blueeeeeeek. Its sooo snowyyy.Six years of together-getherness, mannnnn, and I'm still counting.Random # 2, realised I'm pretty! HAHA! Hey bloggy .. HAIIIIIIIIIIIIIZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ. SIGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH. He still didn't text me, WHY? He's a playboy. What do you expect? You can expect shit la. And here I am being sooo heartsick and wistful. Okay okay, the pictures with the snow thing, uhmm, actually its not real snow, I don't know la, mum & dad brought Arianti, Iryan, Irfan and me to Tanglin Mall to ENJOYYYYYYY. By the time we went back was, umm, 11pm? Yeah. You know, I miss my dearies. No school is like NO LIFE. But ohh well, still can't wait for the posting. Besides,there'll be no more boredom after tomorrow. Will fly off to Brisbane! YAYYYY! Will get some souveniers for (WHO I WANT TO CHOOSE). 7 hours in the plane? All I can do is sleep and eat and sleep and eat and poooo. HAHA! Jokejoke. Kay, will post something tomorrow. GOODBYE! Hey btw, please tag. Sigh, this is gonna be long, I guess. Everytime when you're there, I never dared to look or do I ever wanted to see you. I don't know what's this feeling of mine that has been bugging me since DAY ONE. Yes, I loved you. I was scared to make a move, so I just muted myself and kept on going with the things then. I find you different, you changed 360 degrees, the one I could never recognise never the same with any other good boys out there. I don't think you'd feel the same way I'm feeling now, that's why I'm backing off........maybe. Where are my replies for the texts I sent you? Lazy to reply or seriously don't give a damn on me? Haizz. There may be hints, but you'll never realise. It beats me like hell! Its bothering me still. Nothing more I can do 'cos all I've been thinking of is, FUTURE. Are you gonna fade away any sooner or later and leave my life in a glimpse? No right, love? If only I could stay with you forever, it will be great right? But you chose to leave me because of some of my stupid dumb asshole 'friends'. I know you're gonna be just fine. I'll never stop waiting, love. I love you all my life): P.S. Rebonded my hair and I look sooooo, and i meant, SOOOOO ultra gorgeous.! Love you readers! xoxo the journalist, FADHILAAAAAAAAHHHHH. Thursday, December 10, 2009, 9:39 PM
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Hey bloggy(: Well, finally overwhelmed that I've finished paying back my fasting. Okayyyy, gonna go out with cuzzies later on. Then tomorrow in the noon, going out with Arianti, Erika and Hairee to the movies. Yayyyy~ I've been so like.. impassive for the past few days. Well, I was down and depressed because of these circumstances that has been bothering me since day 1. This kind of people doesn't know the definition of Friendship. And some boys just don't know on how to use the word 'love'. He made me feel so dispirited. Aisha and Dini, I had enough of the two of you. Crap is all you give me. Why not kindness? Why not exuberance or amusement? Seriously, I'M DONE WITH YOU GIRLS. Don't expect the 'joyous and ecstatic' Fadhilah coming to you anymore. I'm way TOO NICE. Whether you are my best friend or not, I will never let you step on my head. In other words, I won't let you talk to me, if that's possible. Well if you want to, get ready for my nagging before going to the next step. Your so called exquisite attitude can bring my death closer and closer. I want to meet my new friends, I want to start anew. My appearance, my attitude, my environment, need to be groomed. Boys will be outta my mind. No more 'iloveyou' here and there, IF THAT'S POSSIBLE. I would be lying if I say I have no crushes. You want to be with me? Wait till I'M READY. Don't want to wait, you're a welcome to wend off and get lost! No more "Oh baby, I love you and I'm willing to do anything for you". NO MORE. Kay, I'm gonna rebond my hair(AGAIN!) maybe before I fly off to Brisbane which is on next Wednesday. Wanted to go Old Trafford but cuzzy is tagging along, so no need to spend on him that much. :D HAHA! Anyway, should I come by YPS on the first day of school? Well, friends had been begging me to come. Haizzzz, must also pass Report Book to Cassandra, so definetely have to come. HAIYAAA. Okay, enough for this post. Goodbyeee! xoxo, DYLA (; Tuesday, December 8, 2009, 9:42 PM
<<*aishahahahaha* says: aku nyer pasal arh!!!asl tk leh pe??slalu nk control ppl life!! ingt kau besar pe??huh??? DYLA. said (12:51 PM): CONTROL PPL'S LIFE? what bullshit are you talking about?! COWARD! DYLA. said (12:52 PM): Sent me a message then appear offline! PENGECUT. kau nyer pasal abeh ASAL NAK STEP MANER NYER BESAR?! padehal takut nak mampos. DYLA. says: stop it lah eh. I dont need you. YOU CAN DIE. <<*aishahahahaha* says: ME TOO LAH!!! <<*aishahahahaha* says: I WILL LAUGH N HAV A PARTY WEN U DIKEBUMIKN LAH!!! OK LAHH!!!WATEVER IDIOT!! DYLA. says: i will make you regret for life saying that you will have a party and laugh at me when I die. Aku sumpah dengan nama Allah that you will regret saying that. <<*aishahahahaha* says: WATEVER!! kau slalu nk carik gadoh!!! DYLA. says: carik gadoh aper? TELL ME. tell me now! <<*aishahahahaha* says: yehh so !!!!!! DYLA. says: WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABT? TELL ME WHAT KIND OF FAULTS I FIND WITH YOU. <<*aishahahahaha* says: ekh kau kate kau tk ckp ngn aku pe?? wats tis?? DYLA. says: HAHA! obviously you dono what to say right? <<*aishahahahaha* says: ekh,, DYLA. says: AKU TKDER NAMER PER? <<*aishahahahaha* says: BODODH!! DYLA. says: EH WHO GOT HIGHER IN PSLE?! <<*aishahahahaha* says: aku ade sometink to do better lah!!! DYLA. says: KAU YANG FAIL MATHS KAN! NAK CKP BANYAK KONONq *! <<*aishahahahaha* says: kau nk blagak ckp math senang tpi tengok kau dpt per?? E KN?? DYLA. says: E?!!!? <<*aishahahahaha* says: HUH?? ACT SNGT..!!!! DYLA. says: THEY REMARK LAH BODOH. MR ISA WASNT HAPPY AND TOLD MRS CHAN TO TELL S.E.A.B to remark my maths paper! I GOT A C. and my agg is higher now! IDIOT. <<*aishahahahaha* says: KLAU KAU PNDAI SNGT U HAV GONE INTO DYLA. says: THINK B4 SAYING IM STUPID! <<*aishahahahaha* says: raffles wat??!!!! <<*aishahahahaha* says: so wat!! nk tipu!! DYLA. says: EH RIFAH BUDAK PANDAI, AKU PUN BUDAK PANDAI, ASL DORANG TK PERGI RAFFLES EH ? call me now. i dont care. I wanna talk to your mum. <<*aishahahahaha* says: ekh bodoh aku nyer pp8 low lah!! idiotic!! DYLA. says: f YOU LAH! stop it. <<*aishahahahaha* says: U R FUCKING IDOITIC NO BRAIN!!! OK I'LL STOP LAH!!!! DYLA. says: EH POMPAN, dengar sini, <<*aishahahahaha* says: AKU TK NK DNGr?? ur nt my mother DYLA. says: i have always been there for you. what do i get in return?! shit only! <<*aishahahahaha* says: nothing yeshh.. ouhk.. u want more shit ?? DYLA. says: aku sumpah kau akan hidup dengan kesal. aku SUMPAH DEMI ALLAH, that AMIR WILL HATE YOU. <<*aishahahahaha* says: kau sumpah lah kau nnti kau akn dpt sumpah dari TUHAN SENDIRI!!! DYLA. says: i didnt say anything BAD to you. <<*aishahahahaha* says: AKU TK KESAR KLAU AMIR TK SUKE AKU!! DYLA. says: SO I DONT NEED TO BE SCARED. <<*aishahahahaha* says: OK LAHH.. WATEVER AKU ADE MORE GREATS THINGS TO THN FIGHTIN U LAH!!! DYLA. says: you dont know how to talk proper english. stop talking english if you dont know how to talk properly. <<*aishahahahaha* says: FYI,,u sayy ppl cnnt copyy but u coppy other ppl can huh??? DYLA. says: i copy ppl?! wat?! TELL ME. <<*aishahahahaha* says: YA LAH!!! DYLA. says: WHAT?! <<*aishahahahaha* says: 1ST AKU START PKAI BEG ELMO ABEH KAU NK SEBOK NK STEP CUTE!! DYLA. says: ORG CKP LAIN DIER CKP LAEN! oh, <<*aishahahahaha* says: ABEH SLSLU NK PKAI BEG AKU HUH??!!! DYLA. says: TU BEG BODOH TU. I, step cute?! Im cute what. Jealous uh? BECAUSE I LOVED YOU AND THOUGHT WE CAN SHARE HEARTS. but it turned out the other way round. HAIZZZZZZZZZZZ. <<*aishahahahaha* says: I NVR COPYY U WAT??? DYLA. says: ARE YOU SURE?! <<*aishahahahaha* says: U THINK U SO CLEVER ARHH!!! DYLA. says: yes JEALOUS AH? <<*aishahahahaha* says: IF U CLEVER U NEVER GO SCHOOL LARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! | TO LEARN ANYMORE !! DYLA. says: anymore?! what the hell are you talking abt? if i clever i never go to sch? DONT TALK COCK HERE LAH. lame. <<*aishahahahaha* says: THN U DONT TALK KONEK HERE LAH!! U LOVE AMIR SO MUCH RITE??!!! GO AND HAVE SEX WIT HIM LAH!!! DYLA. says: DONT TALK COCK MEANS DONT TALK SHIT. <<*aishahahahaha* says: W.E.M.l DYLA. says: NOT TALK KONEK?! HUH?! I HAVE SEX WITH HIM?!!? You dont know that its a sin having sex when youre not married isit?! <<*aishahahahaha* says: go marry so cn live together n u make babies lah!!! DYLA. says: Dumb ass. <<*aishahahahaha* says: u f lah!! tk bace betol pe huh?? DYLA. says: huh?! you said to have sex with amir! that one you said aft I SAID ITS A SIN. Dumb. <<*aishahahahaha* says: ekh aku ingt ni budak nk stop ckp ngn aku?? dier BRAIN DAMAGE EKH?? or memoryy loss huh?? ya allah ,,ape da jdi ngn budak ni??!!! DYLA. says: EH, listen, IM TALKING FACTS. <<*aishahahahaha* says: TK NK!!! DYLA. says: IM NOT TALKING COCK LIKE YOU DO. <<*aishahahahaha* says: OK LAHH!! SO BB!! N GDBYE LORH!!! <<*aishahahahaha* winks: Play "Dancing Pig" DYLA. says: thats u A FAT PIG. <<*aishahahahaha* says: U R!! DYLA. says: lol! im not fat(: <<*aishahahahaha* says: U R FAT!! IM GONNA PROVE U WRONG!! DYLA. says: haha, im not even fat. LOLS =.= <<*aishahahahaha* says: YES U ARE!! WEN U ASK WHETHER U FAT ACTUALLY IM LYING!! HAHAHAAHAHAH!!! DYLA. says: hahahahaa!! im not even fat. Look, you have a big tummy. LOL! wanna compare our weight?! <<*aishahahahaha* says: I BET YA!!! DYLA. says: come. whats your weight? <<*aishahahahaha* says: 35KG?? DYLA. says: at least IM TALL. <<*aishahahahaha* says: WATS URS?? DYLA. says: 35??!!!! SO HEAVY!!!!!!!!!!!!! Dont lie . I know you're heavier. BTW, <<*aishahahahaha* says: TK PECAYE SUDAH LAH!!! DYLA. says: URE GONNA GET INTO TROUBLE TODAY. <<*aishahahahaha* says: ABEH KAU BRAPE 1KG?? DYLA. says: 1 kg? <<*aishahahahaha* says: APE2 LAH!! DYLA. says: Why are you talking to Fadhilah like that. ? I've been beside her and telling her what to say. <<*aishahahahaha* says: WAIT LAHH.. DYLA. says: Is that how you talk to a teacher <<*aishahahahaha* says: wait .. AND SHE WAS OFFLINE AFTER THAT. A coward, eh? Tsktsktsk. As you guys could see, the last part, I lied to her that that was my dad talking. HAHA! Served her right. Btw, I just smsed her mum. Wanna see? Hold on. Good afternoon Ma'am. I believe you are Aisha's mother. I'm Fadhilah btw. She has been saying vulgarity to me and Cassandra too. She said that she will have a party and laugh if I were to die. She called me an idiotic girl who has no brains and a stupid person. She also talks about sex and I have nothing to say about that. She asked me to do it with Amir, well Amir is the boy she's in love with. She cannot accept the fact that he doesn't like her but instead likes me & Cassandra. The reason I'm saying this to you is because I'm very, very, disappointed in her bad attitude. She said I have a brain damage and a memory loss. When I said I was talking facts to her, she didn't want to listen to me and instead talked vulgarity. She called me a pig. I hope that she can change for the better. Thank you. When I told her I told her mum by sms, SHE BECAME GUILTY ALR. Then all the grandmother stories come out from her. HAHA! What a coward. If you're not the one ....
If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today? If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way? If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call? If you are not mine then would I have the strength to stand at all? I'll never know what the future brings. But I know you're here with me now. We’ll make it through.. And I hope you are the one I share my life with. I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand. If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am? Is there any way that I can stay in your arms? If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed? If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head? If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life? If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my hubby? I don’t know why you’re so far away.. But I know that this much is true. We’ll make it through. And I wish that you could be the one I die with. And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with and I hope I love you all my life. ‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away. And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today. ‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right. And though I can’t be with you tonight.. You know my heart is by your side. I love you all my life. xoxo, Dylaaaaa): Problem?
Okayy, firstly, i wanna ask, why issit tht you guys jus WANT TO KEEP ON ARGUING? Read this! To Dini; Betraying dyla again, i see. Ouhk yeahh. Can you just stop DISTURBING DYLA?! OMG, talking about US? Dyla spending more time with us? i just have one word for you. BULLSHIT girl. And btw, DONT YOU REALISE? tht dyla is spending MORE time with you guys because YOU wanted it? WE told dyla to spend as much time as she wants to with you guys and now, what do we get? *dyla, don't mind me saying this but,* WE get nothing but get fucking accusations from you guys. Think what? We no feelings arh? And guess what? Tht message tht you nd idayu sent, I SAW THEM. What have i done to dyla? F*CK off lah. Go get a lyf lah girl! Seriously, if you dont change you HORRIBLE attitude, i can promise you tht it would be hard for you to find friends. Tell me, if you don't know what TRUE FRIENDSHIP is. Dyla, an outgoing person? Or maybe, you're jealous of her? And btw, how'd you get th name deeny? My guess is, You FOLLOWED US RIGHT? HARAH WAS THE FIRST TO USE TH "EE" OKAYY?! I've got to admit, you're making me hating you. Don't blame me. Blame yourself for being a person with NO ORIGINALITY. To Aishah; Aishah, i know you like Amir WAYYYYYYYYYYY before dyla did. But i have one question to ask you. Can love be forced? NO! So, its not dyla's fault for stead-ing with amir. And about dyla, loving two guys, ITS NOT HER FAULT! At tht time, Rauff liked this girl. And this girl was someone who was a boyfriend snatcher. And btw, th post wasnt refering to you okay?! End of post. LOOOOOOOveeee, Hidayarh:))) -COPY RIGHTED-COPY RIGHTED-COPY RIGHTED-COPY RIGHTED-COPY RIGHTED- Monday, December 7, 2009, 5:38 AM
ENOUGH PIctures!
Firstly, today i had band. Came for band at 8.50am. [yeah, first time i'm early] Saw Ryan with Danish. Den at 9am, went in th band room. Wth, so little people there sial! And then, skip skip skip skip skip In th afternoon after the second break time, AIDIL & JULIENNE fought. OMG, they fought until Aidil cried and when i talked to both of them, Aidil said tht he did not and will never forgive julienne. Julienne cried. WTH right? Den when i talked and talked to them. Things went okay and Aidil forgave Julienne. [*first time i saw julienne & aidil cry AT TH SAME TYM!] anddd [Am i a student counsellor? anyways, after band... -------- --------- ----------- --------------- -------------------- Heard that [insertname] and dyla argued. [Insertname] told me. Let me guess? Fight cause of a boy right? Guess what? I'm right. Issit that SAME boy? Yes, tht boy. Oh my god. Can you people just STOP FIGHTING just of a boy? I KNOW, you both loveeee that boy. But think, which is more important. FRIENDSHIP or BOY. Friendship, is hard to gain and boys, you will find th right person when its th right time! So, PLEASE, for my sake, stop fighting. This boy, isn't worth the fight. You both know, what this guy's attitude is like. He's capable of stead-ing with many people at the same time. So, [insertname] and dyla, think about this. Is it worth fighting for a boy which is like, not serious in ur relationship, a playboy and etc. To me, you guys should care more about ur friendship. I also know about those boyfriend stealer things. Trust me, you guys should think about it first. You guys are my favourite sissies & i don't want both of you to argue // fight kay. Sissies stay together always, remember? Loveeeeeee, Dayarh. LOVE-D SECTION during sectional
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Sunday, December 6, 2009, 7:00 PM
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Hey bloggy, okay, here are my six choices. 1. Paya Lebar Methodist Girls' Secondary(Sec) 2. CHIJ St Theresa's Convent 3. CHIJ Katong Convent 4. CHIJ St Joseph's Convent 5. St Margarets Secondary School 6. Kuo Chuan Presbyterian Secondary School Soo yeahh, my parents have decisions to make. On whether to shift house, or not. COS I will suffer you know! Staying at sembawang and having to go to school everyday early in the morning at Serangoon etc. Haizzzzzzz. Okay, seriously can't wait for the posting on the 23rd. Feeling very very ecstatic now. Hmmms, CCAS? Its either St John's Ambulance Brigade, NPCC, NCDCC or Girl Guides... YAY! And btw, people, good luck in your future undertakings :D 16th December 09, come quick! I wanna take a break(: |
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