There wasn't anymore reason.
Before you, my life was like a moonless night.
Very dark, but there were stars — points of light and reason.
And then you shot across my sky like a meteor.
Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty.
When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black.
Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light.
I couldn't see the stars anymore.
And there was no more reason for anything.
- Edward Cullen to Bella.
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You played with my trust;
and now I'll strip off your respect. Stop flying my kite, can you?
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Monday, November 30, 2009, 6:58 PM
To all my bestest friends, my closest friends, and my friends. To think that they've always been there for me.
- arianti
Hey sisterrrr! A best friend is someone who, upon seeing another friend in immense pain, would rather be the one experiencing the pain than to have to watch their friend suffer. Am I right am I right? XD We've been the bestest of friends since like .... primary one.? Haha! Remember the time when I pinched you 'so hard' that you complained to my dad? -.- What a childish joke! Do you remember the time when I first saw you? You were like some sort of a weirdo! Haha! And when we were in primary three, Mdm Jessie Tan conducted a remedial lesson for 3 Peace. And yeah, tuu bulan Ramadhan ah. Okay, Adi was keeping on the look out for cher while me, you and syaimah drank from the water cooler. Then it was Adi's turn. Then so called Ms Fadhilah became the teacher. Hey, I just realised, when I grew up slowly with you, you made my whole world changed to the better. And then it stopped last year. Why? Not in the same class. Come on la, you're like my, sister? That one, I must concur. Okayokay! I can't wait to see you on the 22nd! Love you foreverrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
- hidayah SISSYYYY! :P Hey, although its only a short period of time we got to know each other, it was like 10 years knowing you! Count your joys instead of your woes; Count your friends instead of your foes. Hehe yeah. Then you remember the first of the FIRST time we met? I thought that you were like a MINAH ALIMMMM! But unfortunately it came up the other way round. I know you TOO well. Hehe, you've been a very supporting, kind, lovely and encouraging sister. I know we won't be meeting anymore but, we're near in hearts. Its the heart that counts, right, sis? Good luck for the years ahead. Do not delete our blog okayyy! I will always love you sis! Remember, take care of yourself and please, do not get influenced by those bad girls and boys out there. Love you endlessly!
- Rauff
Hey bro. I know things aren't getting better. Believe it or not, I still do love you. Demarcation between our love. Just some girls wont quit. Does it matter if you're not perfect? Cause when i say, I love you. I meant Forever, its just the beginning, never gonna end it with a goodbye. I was blinded in love. Love kills one soul. Oh masquerade angel, do YOU know how much i loved you? Do you know that you're always on my mind? Do you know why my love stood strong till now? Do you know even a short text from you counts? Do you know how badly i tried to get over this? Do you know how much you meant to me? Do you know how special you are in my heart? Have you ever loved me from the start? Why must you leave me obliterated? Why must you make me cry? Why must you be so malicious? Why must you be so blatant when you're wrong? Why must you make me relinquish from this love? Why must we always quibble over small things? Why must you treat my benevolence as my weakness? Why must you make me all bemused? Why must you play around with my feelings? In the first place, whats the reason of you entering my life and said, I love you? Sigh, Unbreak my heart love. Uncry this tears that could never stop rolling. Pull me back in your arms, make me have faith in you.And why am i still here? Cause somehow, deep inside, my instincts tell me theres still hope.): - Shahidahtul Assalamualaikum sis. I believe in you, I believe you can pass next year. People like you are found only once in a lifetime. So you better take care of yourself because I don't want to waste another lifetime to find a such a SWEET friend. I will come by to yps MAYBE on CNY Celebration. You can do it, okay girl? I have my hundred percent faith in you. Study hard & smart. I will always be here for you. Love you! - Amanina Hey sista. Thanks for all those sacrifices you've made especially for me. There were loads of ups & downs for us, just have to live with it. We have to move on and stop harping about the past. Seriously, I miss you truckloads. Can miles truly separate us from friends? If we want to be with someone we love, aren't we already there? Hehe, love you loads sis. (: Remember, take care. Don't fool around, because I care for you.
I'll continue the rest later on. <3,> Fadhilaaaahh
Tuesday, November 24, 2009, 10:58 PM
.. I shouldnt have yearned for you
Ex-partner, do you remember this? And what about this..? ---------------- I used to be love drunkBut now I'm hungover Love you forever But now it's overThe way we kiss goodbye, the way we hold our hands, the way we walk along, the way we have no plans. This is something that I like to forget. I don't need another cycle of my past. The future is enough. Never thought counting our sequel journey till this date, never thought I'd be so delusive to even count this repugnant journey even though it caued me to be defamed and betrayed by you. Love blinds everything. Even though i love you, i dont need reverberations of the pasts to come along cause its TOO unbearable for me to manipulate cause i never thought you could be so malicious in my eyes. So ive commited myself in this lovegame. Remember the times you promised me Eternity? When we're so far behind.. Its still vivid in my mind, but, sadly, i dont see it coming in my way. So dont promise me alright. Anyway, this comes from a confession of my broken heart, So its sincere and its just the heart that counts. You were being so unfair, I was always being the one whom gives in. You just can't stop harping about the past. WHEN ARE YOU GONNA MOVE ON? Wake up, love. You've been hurting girls alot. And I meant alot. We're not toys, not dolls, that you can pick up whenever you want and throw it when you're tired of it. Hello Bloggy. I'm bored to tears now.. PSLE Results are gonna be released tomorrow! Sighh. In addition, my daddy will get to see my results early in the morning with the other teachers. DAMNN! Hmm, these are my chosen schools stated below. (Not In Order) - Cedar Girls' Secondary School - CHIJ Katong Convent - CHIJ Toa Payoh (Sec) - CHIJ St. Joseph's Convent - CHIJ St. Theresa's Convent - Crescent Girls' School - Methodist Girls' Sec School - St. Margarets Secondary School - Tanjong Katong Girls' School Mannnnn, everyone has high hopes on me. MANNN! Kaykay, if God wills me to go to my dream schools, ALHAMDULILLAH(; Fellow P6 mates, ALL THE BEST FOR TOMORROW! Love you readers<3 Fadhilaaaahhhh
To my ex-love
No matter how much must I endure to this HUGE pain, I gotta go through it for I remembered myself saying, BELIEVE;But that word just pulled me down, cause I believed so much that I'd be happy with him but it turns the other way round. I dont know.So this is it huh? All guys are heartbreakers - be it ugly or good looking. You said if you ever leave me, you'll be the stupidest guy ever, so are you being stupid now love? ): I'm drunk with regrets! Don't you remember all the sacrifices I'd made for you, love? I won't let you rain in my parade. Loving you..? I'm over it. Now I never wanna see you, never wanna feel you ever wanna hear you,I dont love you, dont need you, cant stand you no more.. I thought you would change, but you prove me wrong. You sent me all those memorable, sweet, ALL THAT CRAP msgs, but, now I realised that was how you trapped girls. I left my other love just for you. JUST FOR YOU. I'm dying inside, terribly. A guy who meant his words would express it by an act not only by words. Do you get that? Its not yet the 1st chapter, just a sequel of a page. I thought that it can change into the thickest book ever.. and I was wrong,AGAIN. It happened so fast, did it moved too fast? Or am I just too slow? Sigh. Something went so wrong, so wrong ): I feel like digging my own grave right now. I'm just gonna wait till the clock ticks till Midnight and you'll tell me your answer. For now, all i know and i see, is you, AMIR, you! I was just expressing about how i felt and it got every situation to its worst. I never thought a guy whom i tried opening my heart for, turned me down this way. Its never expected. The whole outcome, I gave in to this love for the first time after my previous ex. I've tried people, i've tried so hard. If God's willing, I'd always wanted to move on too. So lets see how things go on 12o'clock later. I cried too much and my eyes swell so much and its just too much pain i gotta endure with. This misery is just too strong compared to my only strength, patience. What else can i do now? What else?!! Im so restless! byebyebyebyebyebyebye Fadhilahh
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Random; My Outing With Hidayah At NP & SP; Ladies' Night At OrchardLittle India Trip;
Pain That I've Gotta Endure; YOU. Hey Blogayyyy! Well you can see, this is the first time posting here. And blaaaaaa. I used to have multiples of blogs with other buds, yeah. So, remember, do taggg. Will post some other time. Love you readers! Your promises, don't mean a thing and in the end its so disgusting. I just cant gage my feelings. Beginning we started like a fairy tale. Now it ended like some nightmare. Still it scares me every night for loving you. <3, Fadhilaaaah
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