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Ugly fringe. Chinese face.
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The poem by me, read it and
I meant it :-)



Hey bloggy ..
HAIIIIIIIIIIIIIZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ. SIGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH.
He still didn't text me, WHY? He's a playboy. What do you expect? You can expect shit la. And here I am being sooo heartsick and wistful. Okay okay, the pictures with the snow thing, uhmm, actually its not real snow, I don't know la, mum & dad brought Arianti, Iryan, Irfan and me to Tanglin Mall to ENJOYYYYYYY. By the time we went back was, umm, 11pm? Yeah. You know, I miss my dearies. No school is like NO LIFE. But ohh well, still can't wait for the posting. Besides,there'll be no more boredom after tomorrow. Will fly off to Brisbane! YAYYYY! Will get some souveniers for (WHO I WANT TO CHOOSE). 7 hours in the plane? All I can do is sleep and eat and sleep and eat and poooo. HAHA! Jokejoke. Kay, will post something tomorrow. GOODBYE! Hey btw, please tag.
Sigh, this is gonna be long, I guess.
Everytime when you're there, I never dared to look or do I ever wanted to see you. I don't know what's this feeling of mine that has been bugging me since DAY ONE. Yes, I loved you. I was scared to make a move, so I just muted myself and kept on going with the things then. I find you different, you changed 360 degrees, the one I could never recognise never the same with any other good boys out there. I don't think you'd feel the same way I'm feeling now, that's why I'm backing off........maybe. Where are my replies for the texts I sent you? Lazy to reply or seriously don't give a damn on me? Haizz. There may be hints, but you'll never realise. It beats me like hell! Its bothering me still. Nothing more I can do 'cos all I've been thinking of is, FUTURE. Are you gonna fade away any sooner or later and leave my life in a glimpse? No right, love? If only I could stay with you forever, it will be great right? But you chose to leave me because of some of my stupid dumb asshole 'friends'. I know you're gonna be just fine. I'll never stop waiting, love. I love you all my life):
P.S.
Rebonded my hair and I look sooooo, and i meant, SOOOOO ultra gorgeous.!
Love you readers!
xoxo the journalist,
FADHILAAAAAAAAHHHHH.