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No matter how much must I endure to this HUGE pain, I gotta go through it for I remembered myself saying, BELIEVE;But that word just pulled me down, cause I believed so much that I'd be happy with him but it turns the other way round. I dont know.So this is it huh? All guys are heartbreakers - be it ugly or good looking. You said if you ever leave me, you'll be the stupidest guy ever, so are you being stupid now love? ): I'm drunk with regrets! Don't you remember all the sacrifices I'd made for you, love? I won't let you rain in my parade. Loving you..? I'm over it. Now I never wanna see you, never wanna feel you ever wanna hear you,I dont love you, dont need you, cant stand you no more.. I thought you would change, but you prove me wrong.
You sent me all those memorable, sweet, ALL THAT CRAP msgs, but, now I realised that was how you trapped girls. I left my other love just for you. JUST FOR YOU. I'm dying inside, terribly. A guy who meant his words would express it by an act not only by words. Do you get that? Its not yet the 1st chapter, just a sequel of a page. I thought that it can change into the thickest book ever.. and I was wrong,AGAIN. It happened so fast, did it moved too fast? Or am I just too slow? Sigh. Something went so wrong, so wrong ): I feel like digging my own grave right now. I'm just gonna wait till the clock ticks till Midnight and you'll tell me your answer. For now, all i know and i see, is you, AMIR, you! I was just expressing about how i felt and it got every situation to its worst. I never thought a guy whom i tried opening my heart for, turned me down this way. Its never expected. The whole outcome, I gave in to this love for the first time after my previous ex. I've tried people, i've tried so hard. If God's willing, I'd always wanted to move on too. So lets see how things go on 12o'clock later. I cried too much and my eyes swell so much and its just too much pain i gotta endure with. This misery is just too strong compared to my only strength, patience. What else can i do now? What else?!! Im so restless!
byebyebyebyebyebyebye
Fadhilahh

