Before you, my life was like a moonless night.
Very dark, but there were stars — points of light and reason.
And then you shot across my sky like a meteor.
Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty.
When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black.
Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light.
I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.
- Edward Cullen to Bella.
Profile.
You played with my trust;
and now I'll strip off your respect. Stop flying my kite, can you?
But I'm telling you it won't be enough
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too good, to deny it
Posting.
Wednesday, December 1, 2010, 9:05 PM
I am damn pissed. And I don't know whr the fuck am I supposed to put my face. And of course, that Haibah is irritating me. Well basically everyone's irritating me. I was in a good mood this morning but, everything changed. I am superkhdskjfabnjdkhakjdn pissed to the extent that I can strangle myself to death. Shit ass, I got no mood already. Bye.
Thursday, November 25, 2010, 10:30 PM
INSATIABLE - DARREN HAYES
This song reminds me of Amir. When we were together, I used to listen to this song a lot. I really do miss you. Just, fuck boys for breaking my heart, which caused me to stop trusting boys. I just miss you, alright. :'(
Tuesday, November 23, 2010, 7:44 PM
i wanna fly across the sky.
More pictures on facebook.
Yesterday went out with bestfs. Kim, Haibah, LKY, & coincidentally met Mathilda. We met at Tiong Bahru mrt station, and then headed to Bugis. We ate at Bugis, had much fun! Camwhored with haibah's DSLR, and went to bugis street. I went to put extensions on my hair, cool or whut.
F taxis. We were looking for one but none refused to take us. Excuses: Heading to somewhr else, & too many ppl. What the fuck alright. They complained @ the papers that there's not much customers. Now what? Best pe? Haha, in the end, we walked like-idk-how-far to this bus stop @ Middle St. Boarded bus 56. And the bus driver flirted with us, just because we're pretty...and there's like no one else in the bus? Hah.
Dropped @ Pan Pac hotel and crossed the road, decided to go Marina Square. We drank, too thirsty, @ Jollibean. Camwhored, but pissed that Haibah deleted my superkdjaskjdhaskjf nice and beautiful pictures. Fish her man. Seriously. I was all pissed yesterday night. I felt like stranggling her to death but, anyways, we cannot turn back time right. From there, daddy picked me up.
I did not go too detailed, cos it's none of your bull business aite? Haha, we're going out this Saturday again, and this time more peepos. Going flea @ Haji Lane, parents'll be there. Kay, haha. Then I guess we're gg Marina Barage right after that. To think again, I don't regret going to this school, I have cool and awesome and mostly nice bestfs. Also friends. Teachers there are, well, so-so. Campus is SO TEROK but i guess its the people in the school that makes your day right? Thru thick or thin, WE'LL ALWAYS BE TGT K BEST! (Y)
Sunday, November 21, 2010, 7:36 PM
you gambled away all my trust
Como podria ser verdad.
Okay, today best (Y) Got piano, and then will be spending time with dad before picking momsy up from work. Tomorrow I'm gg out. What the freak should I wear? I have skflsjfhbdskjfbnsjfnhalot of clothes and I can get gaga choosing one of them. Haha, this saturday, gg flea @ haji lane. Heheheheh. Another headache.
Cassandra called my house phone this morning. Shocking or whut? Hah, we talked alot, about Hidayah, Nina, Amir & Rauff. Haha, those were the times. She saw this guy, Jim Bradley, and I guess she likes him. Oh my gay Haibah's gonna kill her. Haha.
Back to square one. What should I get her for her birthday? Haiz, I'm shot dead, I haven't even do & practise my theory and practical abrsm. Die die die. This 2 months, will be taking alot of courses. Like for example, bowl, cycle, martial arts. Wow?
quit playing games with my heart
Holidays are making us rotting. No friends, no teachers, no everything. But anyways, meeting up with girlfriends this Tuesday, which is the day after tomorrow. OMGGMGMGMGMGMGM IM DARN ECSTATIC. Meeting up for KY's birthday then gg i don't know where, bowl, eat & shop. What should I get for her? I miss her. ):
Anyways, bull shit. Me is confused like boomboomboomajkdhksajgdbhgdeaudeghsjbf k. John or my ex? I like John, he's in St. Pats, and I'm in St Theresa's, HOW FAR COULD THAT BE HUH. Boomzsz la.
I like John, I kinda like him. Alot. But, there's alot of KC girls flirting with him, wah diao. it.totally.sucks.alright. k bye
Thursday, November 11, 2010, 11:24 PM
sorry. changed my twitter name.
@ohmyfad
FOLLOW ME BOO.
ctrl alt delete. deleted you from my life. k best.
Monday, October 11, 2010, 8:45 PM
follow me on twitter
@fadhilahfyx
I TELL YOU YOU BETTER FOLLOW! haha. see ya there babies.
unfair
" You're utterly unfair. You can go out with your crappy friends but you can't with me. Yes, friends are more important than your girlfri/exgirlfri, but, urghhh. You can't even tag along or be my date for my masquerade party. You're such a bloody embarrassment. Use your bloody common sense. I know you don't have your bloody CCA on a bloody saturday. Don't think I'm stupid bcos I wasn't born yesterday you bloody imbecile. "
endure endure! last 2 papers and let's party till we drop IJ girrrrrrls! (;
you're mine sucker.
i edited myself okay!
I just want myself lying on you like how it was in the past. Oh someone please tell him I am waiting for him.
I love you, A.
just the way you are
" I really don't understand you. How I wish things would happen differently. I'd try to save and fight for this love, but you chose to act oblivious. I miss you so much. I tried to forget you. But I couldn't resist you. You chose not to understand me. We haven't meet in such a while right? I should have expected things to be different or I wouldn't be this lovesick. Continue keeping things from me and I swear I'LL DIE. "
Okay I know I havent been posting much, but this is all I can do! Still got the exam fever uh.
I keep telling you everyday that I love you. I am so upset I didn't get any response from you. Okay, there's literally nothing to lose, nothing between you and me. If you're not going to make any effort, what makes you think I will. He's making me look like a fool. You want to ignore my texts & calls, I am going to do the same thing even if it's betw life & death. If you're not proud to name me as your girlfri, then do remember that I'm not proud to have you as my boyfri. You promised, you told me. You did as when you like eh. But now, it's all over. It was such a bloody waste of time travelling all the way to your freaking school from my school, sacrifising all I could. Never appreciate, seriously. What's the point of bragging about this and telling everyone about you? They always think you're the best of the best. Bloody crap.